That's Hamlet. I can't sleep at night. I have such bad dreams. I don't know if it's stress or that in my Film and Holocaust class we see some messed up stuff on that film screen (stuff never seemed so big on that screen as it does in other film classes). I get these moments. I call them "car crash" moments. I had one in Paris when I spilled the Coke at that cafe, do you remember, Paris friends? And it was all in slow motion, and all my friends reacted more quickly than I did. These moments make me ask myself, "What am I ignoring in my life? What needs attention?"
It happened again, only this time it wasn't some Coke that I spilled, I almost got in a car accident that could've been pretty bad. I avoided it, but it shook me up. I really shouldn't drive when I feel so weird and tense. God, I'm still thinking how bad it could've been.
Anyway, I just don't feel myself lately. I just feel like I'm going through the motions. I just can't wait till this semester's over. This is probably my least favorite semester.
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I have moments when i disassociate, it all feels like a dream. Sometimes things happen in slow motion and sometimes everything is at normal speed but my reaction is slow. This usually is accompany by sleep paralysis,which is the scariest shit ever. I have these symptoms in waves and a mority of the time appear to be stressed related.
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