LOST

Season premiere of LOST tonight. YAY! If there's any tv show I'd like to work on, it's LOST. At least LOST has a slim chance of getting canceled, unlike "Pushing Daisies."

I wore my Lost t-shirt, a Christmas gift from Catherine years ago. It features the "cursed" numbers: 4 8 15 16 23 42. I don't know which is nerdier, me wearing the t-shirt or a guy today asking me if I had the fibonacci sequence on my shirt. I guess it's a tie, although my shirt is CLEARLY not the fibonacci sequence since it doesn't follow the pattern of the number being the sum of the two numbers before it. Oh. Wait. I'm the nerd.

Have been slowly packing things up as well as going through the whole internship application process. It's been taking me a while to do the app. I've been procrastinating since I'm scared of growing up and finally taking responsibility and becoming an adult, blah blah blurg. I also am unclear as to what I want to do exactly for a job, so I'm hoping that this internship will help me figure things out. I really like being on set and playing an active role, but I also like telling stories through editing...I don't know. We'll see what hand I'm dealt this summer.

I know I should be thinking about money and finding a way to live, but all that feels secondary to me. I want to be happy with my work, I want to contribute something good, I want to work with people who share my interests and sense of humor...Gd, it feels like so much to ask, but it also feels possible.